Go out of my head

Go out of my head
Go out of my head
Please go out of my head

You are making a mess in my head
You are ruining my heart
You grabbed my heart away from me

You grabbed it fast
You ruined it hard
Your mess is good

Go out of my head
Go out of my head
Please go out of my head

You are haunting in my head
And everything, I am doing
I am doing wrong

It hurts
The pain
That your not on my way
But that doesn't mean

You are not in my head anymore

Please

Go out of my head
Go out of my head
Please go out of my head

Please go out of my head
but stay with me

MY SOUL WENT TO YOU

My feets went left
While my mind went straight ahead
I don't wanna lose
I don't wanna lose this moment

I still want you by my side
Just like the old times

Cause a broken heart
Is like a fallen tree
Once Broken
And it will never heal

I wish you were here
To heal that wound
Just to put me back
With my feet in the ground

My feet went left
While my soul went right
And I don't wanna lose you
I'am not gonna lose you

I don't wanna lose my mind
I don't wanna leave all those memories behind

A broken heart
Is like a fallen tree
Once broken
And it will never heal

I wish you were here
To heal that wound
Just to put me back
With my feet in the ground

My mind said go straight ahead
While my feet stopt running
My feet stop running all because of you

A broken heart
Is like a fallen tree
Once broken
And it will never heal

I wish you were here
To heal that wound
Just to put me back
With my feet in the ground

A broken heart
Is like a fallen tree
Once Broken
And it will never heal

But in that wound
There are new little lives
And I hope you will be a part of it
In my new live

My mind went straight ahead
While my soul went to you

 

Liefdesbrieven.

1872

Liefste,

Liefste mijn, mijn telegrammen kunnen
niet zo hartelijk zijn, want ze gaan door
zoveel militaire handen., maar je kunt mijn
liefde en verlangen tussen de regels lezen.
Mijn allervurigste gebeden zijn dag en
nacht bij je.

Ik zegen je en heb je lief, zoals een man
zelden gekoesterd werd. En ik kus alle
zozeer beminde plekjes en druk je teder tegen
mijn hart.

Voor altijd de jouwe. Je eigen vertrouwde vrouwtje


~

1888

Liefste,

Jack, ik zal mijn gevoelens vandaag
 niet verbergen. Ik werd wakker met jou
in mijn hart en op mijn lippen. Jack
vandaag houd ik verschrikkelijk van je.
De hele wereld is weg. Alleen jij bent er.
Ik wandel rond, kleed me aan, eet,
schrijf - maar de hele tijd adem ik jou.
Het leven is te kort voor onze liefde,
zelfs als we alle jaren elk ogenblik bij
elkaar bleven.

Je vrouw

mom

newyorker

Used i was scared
afraid of everything
but now I'am gonna do it
I'll spread my wings
 
I'am gonna make it to New York and further
I'am gonna look behind the scene's

I'am gonna make it to New York and further
you can watch me on the magazines

 yes I'am gonna do it
yes I'am gonna make it
cause if I make it there
I can Make it everywhere

I'am gonna make it to New York and further
I'am gonna look behind the scene's

I'am gonna make it to New York and further
you can watch me on the magazines

Cause I'am gonna make it, Yes I'am gonna make it
I'am gonna make it
In New York

Rome

 Rome from Sint Pieters church

 On our roof thing

 The motor of the airbus

 Some love in the colosseum

 The clouds

 colosseum

 My sister and my with some strangers on the picture in a mirror

 Stil my Sister and I

 The cool Sint Pieter guards

 colosseum

 Rome by night

Amsterdam by night

BeachTelevision

Zoo

At the zoo

Side by side

Maybe this is what life should be,
Just find your soulmate and be happy.
This was in the atomium in belgium
I stood in one of the balls 
and I saw these two persons laying down side by side
This picture makes me happy

painting

This is a picture that a friend took of me.
I'am always nervous when someone will take a picture off me.
<3













Make it mine,
Make it mine,
color my life.
yes, color my life,
but don't lie
please.

make it yours
make it yours
take my life
and color it
yello
pink
or blue

make it ours
make it ours
paint your life blue
and paint my life yello
yello and blue
together we are green
make it ours
yes make it ours

painting

It's like making whirlpools and watch him sparkle

you think your way is far, far away

but,

he is closer than you think

<3

My grandma's knitted mittens

"aren't they cute?"

making homework at school

This is how you can make you're homework at school.

stranger

This way

said the wind

The circle of life

The circle of life 

live your life

 

 and love

Missing person

A week ago, I had the word missing person in my head.
And it just kept haunting in my head, so i made also a song of that word.

 

Missing person

The streets are empty

cause nobody’s home

everybody is hunting

for you



and if you ask me why

I say



You run away

you left this place

you left your home

and you let me alone



now you’re the missing person

in my life and I want you now

and everybody is hunting for you

and they want you to be found



once you had a secret

that you wouldn’t share with me

I was okay with it

but I found out



So you run away

you left this place

you left your home

and you let me alone



now you’re the missing person

in my life and I want you now

and everybody is hunting for you

and I want you to be found

present day



The sky was so beatiful today,
I said to my dad
'' please come with me so I can make pictures, otherwise I feel so alone''
he said ''ofcourse I will come with you''
The left person is my dad and the right person is me.

Cold chills

It's so weird, I made one picture, I called it '' Cold Chills"
and I was so inspired that I made a song based on that picture and those words '' Cold chills''


Cold chills


The wind blows so hard, as never before
I feel the cold chills down my spine
and I wait for something I expect it will never come
but deep in my heart I know it never will be done


cause your heart is in my heart
and your soul is hanging around me
and your eyes are still looking at me
and giving me hope to go on


The wind blows so hard, as never before
I feel the cold chills down my spine
and I wait for something I expect it will never come
but deep in my heart I know it never will be done


And even if realize
that your reflection was fake
and even though you never come back
its a reason to stay, to stay


The wind blows so hard, as never before
I feel the cold chills down my spine
and I wait for something I expect it will never come
but deep in my heart I know it never will be done


The wind is so still, as never before
I feels like you're letting me go
and I wait for something I expect it will never come
but deep in my heart I know you are gone

cold chills

I made this picture of Ylene Thurau, that day was so beautiful.